Going under.......

Now in News Writing class...

Feeling down.... Feeling moody....

Dont seem to be good at anything... anything at all...

Feeling stupid... Feeling useless...

I'm not the best at anything at all...


Repeat History :

I, didnt get any distinctions last year
I, only got 3 As
I, got a C.
No B+
No C+
Just Bs and Cs for all the rest...

I wonder how long I will last...

Everybody is good at something... I'm good at nothing... nothing at all...

I didnt manage to fufill what I started = I'm a failure
I didnt manage to complete what I started = I'm a failure
I didnt magae to do anything that I can feel proud about = I'm a failure

My self-made report card is stained with red ink...
Everthing is all so disheartening...

I did so badly at DVPA's director's exercise today... I did badly at writing a news article...
I should've gone to biomed.. But again.. I would not have made it inside anyway...

This is what I chose
- NP DMC
- SP DMC
- SP - Biomedical Science
- NP - Biomedical Science
- TP - Biomedical Technologies and Sciences
- RP - Biomedical Sciences

I gave my chances to Mass Communication... I hope I made the right decision..
I took away my chances for Biomed... I hope I made the right decision...

Econs test is up next... let see how much more I can demoralize myself....

Amidst the darkness in life... I'm still glad that I have my class... its still the coolest class in the world, and will alwayz be...

I still love her...
Alwayz will....